Before I go to bed, I cautiously sneak in her room and stare at her as she peacefully retires. Hearing her cute tiny snoring makes me want to crawl next to her and simply listen to the sound of each breath she takes. I can't patiently wait to see her the next morning again when she wakes up with her huge eyes glowing . It is true, that you need sometime for yourself alone. There may be times that you just want her to sleep in and do the things you wanted to do. But that doesn't pay compared to having her in your sight most of the time.
Her heavenly smile reflects my motherhood. How well you nurture your children and how much you help them gain more trust each day by showing her the "life" means the world to them. In fact, she showed me the authentic meaning of life the moment she was born. There are times when the act of simply staring at her could make me catch a huge lump in my throat, asking how I could ever live life without her. Thinking how beautiful she is and will be, sends my sensitive self to a very emotional state. I close my eyes, take the deepest breath, and hold back my tear-streaked eyes. I can't wait for her to say " I wuv you !", then maybe my eyes will give up and tears drip down out of happiness...
